Stagnant.

Today I am pretty low. I have nothing important going on and it is making me lazy and resentful. There is no excitement.
I am bored.
I am angry.
I am sad.
I'm crying a lot at the moment. Its all being directed at the boy and this is bad. I need something from him that I know he doesn't give and won't give. I don't know what to do.

I'm really lost.
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